Karmas THEE biggest bitch

Okay so I admit, I deserved this. So basically, about 10 months ago I was talking to a guy named Daniel. He was thee sweetest thing you could ever meet. He made me feel comfortable, beautiful the whole shebang. Only problem was he was real clingy. So one day he says the 3 word sentence/8 letters that commitment-phobes fear the most and I backed awaaaay. We weren't even in a relationship so I was freaked out a little. So from ther I kinda ran away and ignored his calls and everything. Big mistake. Cos now guess what...I want him back. Problem is I havent spoken to him properly since around May 2008, and PLUS. Dude has a girlfriend. I know, shame on me. My girl spent about 20 minutes laughing at me cos I was so stupid. So now Im just gonna say sorry, start talking to him again and try and get rid of Serena. Yeah thats the bitch's name. (though she's probably the nicest person in the world.)
And thats not the end. cos for a while I was lookin at this guy called Jay, and he is BEAUTIFUL. Like seriously. He all built and light-skinnded and shit. (And yes I meant to spell "skinned" like that) Problem is he's real shy. I mean shy to the point where he wontmake the first move and lately he's kinda been givingme the cold shoulder which is exactly what I did to Daniel (except 10x worse). Yes I deserve it. Call me spiritual but I feel like the only way to fix it with Jay is to fix it with Daniel, even though they are not related in any circumstances whatsoever. I mean, Jay has his reasons for being shy which I will explain in a whole other post cos its waaaaaay too long but shit. Its getting ridiculous now.
Ooo! and about Denzel (see previous post) he's been released on bail and he had to wear a curfew tag, but regardless of whether or not he gets let off, the future looks pretty grim for him. Still relieved though.

Til next time.. ¬¬